Your greatest obstacle is YOU. You don't need to find a quick fix solution. You need to find the answers inside of your self. You are not thin for a reason. You know why that is. So face it. Own up to it. You got this way because of the B.S you told yourself. Picking up weight did nothing to fix the troubles that haunt you.
In fact, it made it worse. Your love for food has also compromised your health over and above all this. Look at yourself naked in front of the mirror. Say out loud the reason why you look this way. That answer is the B.S you have been telling yourself for all this time. That B.S excuse is your answer to weight loss. The minute you realize this, you can turn things around.
You have overcome much worse in your life. Now, it is within your power to overcome morbid obesity (if you don't have it already). Face your food demon. Put him on a leash and choke him with it. Now, is the time to take control where you have lost it.
You know your daily routine. You know your schedule. You know what healthy foods are and which ones you like to eat. You know if you like cycling, walking, hiking, dancing, swimming or gym. Eat the healthy things you like. Do the exercises you enjoy doing in any time you have available.
Forget the B.S excuses you have been telling yourself all this time, because it has done nothing to help. Get yourself back. Get your life back.
The universe has a funny way of sending people into your life when you need them. Everyone serves a purpose, therefore surround yourself with those who can help & support you. Because one day, it will be your turn. This is your story. This will help someone who will come your way one day, so you in turn can inspire them.
THOSE WHO TRY AND FAIL
BETTER THAN THOSE
WHO TRY TO DO NOTHING